Optimist, annoying happy one

I never felt the value of sorrow until today....

AB had a tweet about how being grumpy makes u have clear thinking while the annoying happy ones dont have some qualities that grumpy people do...

I never realized how much staying happy meant to me.. until now. I can feel the blood pumping through my veins, the excitement when i am happy.

When i am sad, i have a lump in my throat. Have tears pouring out of my eyes even while working... in the days that i am sad, i can feel the very things that hold me together - the lump in my throat is giving away my being, my life - its a surrender. The heaviness in my heart keeps me together i think. I can feel the core of me. the hold it has on my being and the fact that it is keeping me from breaking down.

I dont wanna be a pessimist, it depresses me.=. I believe in a thing called love :)

Love,
Naureen

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